Monday, April 4, 2022

The Difference in Faith-Lord Help My Unbelief

 

So I’m taking a break in between the two halves of the ladder to bring a few non ladder posts. The first in this short little change of pace before I go back to writing about the ladder is the difference between a believer and a non-believer. We all know that the world is full of people who refuse to accept the gospel of Jesus Christ. Many people wonder why its referred to as the gospel of Jesus Christ and not gospels, it is because there is only one victory of Jesus Christ proclaimed in four separate books. Thus, the gospel of Jesus Christ. Today I’m going to contrast two very different people in my life, two people who have competing world views, and two people who have very different strong takes on God.

Now, the first is my own grandfather. For the sake of privacy, I will not use names, but rather titles to describe him. My grandfather grew up in a home that practiced protestant Christianity as did my whole family. My grandfather was raised in Missouri to a wonderful father and mother who raised their four children to be hard working men and women who put long hours in the cotton fields and did their best to make hard times seem good. However, the fateful day in which things changed is a rather difficult one for our family. When my grandfather was a young man, he and his uncle were swimming in the river as they had done probably many times. Unfortunately, things took a turn for the worse this time and his uncle, barely a child himself, was swept under the current and was unfortunately drowned. My grandfather, seeing this with his own eyes, was devastated by the death of someone he loved. Not wanting to accept the loss of his uncle, my grandfather in tears and grief turned away from a God he had known was loving and care to believe that God was cruel and harsh. To my Orthodox readers out there, we know that God brings both the good and the bad for our salvation. That God can use the trials we suffer to bring about a closeness to God. However, for the unbeliever, or at least the unrepented person, they grow cold and distant in the face of trials and tribulations and allow things like this to draw themselves away from God. Of course it needs to be said that someone who allows this to happen never really had a strong faith in the first place and that they were merely looking for an excuse to deny God. I love my grandfather, and love him beyond anything that earth has given me. I know that things might have been different had his uncle not died, but we do not know really the what ifs of a situation because they never happened. We are only judged by how we reacted to what did happen. As such, my grandfather reacted poorly. As the years progressed he became even more distant from God, not stirred by his parents to learn in the faith and grow as a person, and generally distrustful of religion. Just this morning I was watching an Orthodox video as I often do, and he began to say how stupid and disturbed he was by the supposed “faith” these  Christians were showing. Heartbroken and sad I turned the video off as to not offend him any further, not wishing to cause grief and anger towards a person I hold dear. My grandfather simply needs the reassurance of God and the peace that comes from Jesus Christ. At the beginning of this article, I said it was between the unbeliever and the believer, but really its between those that choose to ignore God and those who openly accept him

The second is a combination of two people in my life that are dear to me. Both are devout Orthodox Christians and both are active members of my parish. The first is my godfather. My brother in Christ. This man, has been with me through some of my darkest hours and has comforted me, when all seemed lost. My godfather, like me was raised in a protestant home and discovered Orthodoxy through his girlfriend and later wife. They have kids together and while they are no longer together, my godfather’s faith in God is stronger than mine will ever be. My godfather has gone through many trials and tribulations in his life, certainly nothing compared to others, and certainly not as difficult as my own struggles which have been hard on me. He has been brave and strong through all of them, relying on the Theotokos and the Lord Jesus Christ to get through them. Watching him combat the devil head on with a faith that is unwavering and true has given me the courage to persevere even though I have wanted to surrender many times. The second is of a man I recently met, who’s name I will share. His name is Vasile. Vasile is a Romanian, who has recently come into my life, by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ. Vasile had cancer when he was younger and during this time, instead of trying to blame God and demand God to give him an answer for what he had been through, Vasile, embraced the disease and began to praise and glorify God because he was able to have more time both in prayer and with his children. The faith of this man is evident when you meet him. Embracing you with a warmth and love that only Christ could give this man. In contrast to the above paragraph, we see that Vasile and my godfather took their cross and bore it for the sake of the Kingdom of God. These two men were able to turn the negatives of life, ones in which the world tells us that God has forsaken us, and praised God giving him the glory for their struggles. Just like the saints of old who were tortured and beaten for their faith, these men took their beatings and asked God, not for them to end, but rather that he would give them the strength to overcome them. I am proud to call them both friends and brothers in Christ. May God grant them many years, both to instruct me and to help guide me on my own struggles, because personally I don’t know how I would get through life without either man.

We have witnessed two examples of people in this world. Two examples that are greatly different in how they respond to God. On the one hand, a person who’s faith grew cold because of sudden tragedy, and the other, where despite their hardships and struggles, were able to overcome them. May God bless us and keep this day without sin my dear brothers and sisters.

Amen.

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