Purity.
We are always seeking purity. Whether that be gold, silver, diamonds or the like
we love pure things. Unclean things are less desirable and people tend to shy
away from them because they don’t want the connotations associated with
them. In the same way a Christian should
not seek unclean things and only those things which are pure. St. Paul says,
“Finally, brothers and sisters,
whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever
is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think
about such things.” (Philippians 4:8) He tells us that we
should dwell on the good things. The goodness of Christ, the mercy of God. These
are the things which God wants for us and desires for us. We often times, don’t
want to focus on the good we focus on the bad.
St. John echoing back to St. Paul says, “Purity means
that we put on the angelic nature. Purity is the longed-for house of Christ and
the earthly heaven of the heart. Purity is a supernatural denial of nature,
which means that a mortal and corruptible body is rivalling the celestial
spirits in a truly marvellous way.” He also says, “The beginning of
purity is the refusal to have anything to do with bad thoughts and occasional
dreamless emissions; the middle state of purity is natural movements due to
excess of food, but without dreams and emissions; and the end of purity is the
mortification of the body after previously mortifying bad thoughts.” Lastly,
he says, “He who fights this adversary by bodily hardship and perspiration
is like one who has tied his foe to a dry branch. But he who opposes him by
temperance, sleeplessness and vigil is like one who puts a dog-collar on him.
He who opposes him by humility, freedom from irritability and thirst is like
one who has killed his enemy and hidden him in the sand. And by sand I mean
humility, because it produces no fodder for the passions but is mere earth and
ashes.” By being able to remove yourself from the vices of sin and death,
one is able to achieve purity, not by the means of themselves but by the synergistic
observance of salvation. With the help of God and the saints, we are able to
overcome the world. There are many things that must be done to achieve purity.
We might need to confess our sins, remove occult books from our home, pray more
often, fast from foods. The world around us expects us to embrace the things in
our lives that give us pleasure. Bad thoughts are like airplanes waiting to
land, and we the air traffic controller need to decide whether we will accept
those thoughts or another airport needs to be found by the plane.
It
is not an easy task brothers and sisters, there are devils all around us that
will make us question the sanity of God and the love he shows for us. For some
it will be the desire to obtain beautiful things like new shoes and caps. For
others it will be to have their plaudits read for all to see. We cannot in any
way allow the devils to be able to grasp hold of us. Reminding ourselves daily
of who we belong to, will grant us the desire to please God alone and to shun
the world in entirety. When beginning to take the path of salvation we will struggle.
St. John says, “With beginners falls usually occur by reason of luxury; with
intermediates because of haughtiness as well as from the same cause which leads
to the fall of beginners; and with those approaching perfection, solely from
judging their neighbour.” He also says, “He who has resolved to contend
with his flesh and conquer it himself struggles in vain. For unless the Lord
destroys the house of the flesh and builds the house of the soul, the man who
desires to destroy it has watched and fasted in vain.” Often times because
of our history and our love for the Church we become prideful, boasting about
the nature of our Church and proclaiming we are the true Church of Jesus
Christ. All which is true. However, it is the way we approach the matter that
leaves us without purity. We become haughty and prideful of being pure in our
teachings and our lifestyles. We look down on the misguided and the
misfortunate and thank ourselves that we are not like others. However, in this
case we are no different than the Pharisee who pointed out the publican in the
temple and thought less of him. Those of us who are beginners, seek luxury and
ease rather than the fires of Mordor, if I may make a Lord of the Rings reference
here. We desire the best food, the best clothes, the best house. In other words
we display our pride in ways that are unbecoming of Christians. Those who have neared
perfection however will judge their neighbors and still fall. St. John says, “The
Lord, being incorruptible and incorporeal, rejoices in the purity and
incorruptibility of our body. But nothing gives such joy to the demons, some
say, as the stench of fornication, and no other passion so gladdens them as the
defilement of the body.” Are we so deaf to the will of God that we would give
victory to the demons so that they could gloat and satisfy their craving to rub
it in God’s face? Most people are. Only those who have by their own struggles overcome
the world and rendered the devil incapacitated from any hold over them are able
to relieve themselves of this vice. None have achieved it save the saints who
spent long hours in spiritual warfare on earth. Another quote that fits here by
St. John is this, “He who sees that some passion is getting the better of
him, should first of all take up arms against this passion, and moreover
against this passion alone, especially if it is the domestic foe; be cause
until this passion is destroyed, we shall not derive any profit from the
conquest of other passions. When we have killed this Egyptian, we shall
certainly see God in the bush of humility.”
Be
on your guard then that you do not falter in your steps. Time will come when
you must fight in the arena of the soul and delve into the depths of your being
to slay the beast of death. When these times come, the world will try and
destroy you. St. John says, “Let us listen again to another wile of our
foes. Just as food bad for the body produces sickness after a time or some
days, so this often happens in the case of actions which defile the soul. I
have seen some give way to luxury and not at once feel the attacks of the
enemy. I have seen others eat with women and converse with them and at the time
have no bad thoughts whatsoever in their mind. They were thus deceived and
encouraged to grow careless and to think that they were in peace and safety,
and they suddenly suffered destruction in their cells. But what bodily and
spiritual destruction comes to us when we are alone? He who is tempted knows.
And he who is not tempted does not need to know. Being a soldier for Christ
means we must be on watch 24/7. We cannot
afford to give into our passions even in sleep. For if we do, the consequences
will be our immortal souls. Again St. John reminds of us this giving perhaps
one of my favorite quotes, saying, “Some think that battles and emissions
during sleep come only from food. But I have observed that people who are
seriously ill and the strictest fasters are very prone to these pollutions. I
once asked one of the most experienced and distinguished monks about this, and
the blessed man explained it to me very clearly. ‘Emissions during sleep,’ said
that ever-memorable man, ‘come from abundance of food and from a life of ease.
They also come from contempt, when we pride ourselves that we have not been
subject to these effluxes for a long time. And also they come from judging our
neighbour. The last cases,’ he added, ‘can happen even to the sick.’ But
perhaps all three can. But if anyone is unable to find any of these reasons in
himself, then he is indeed blessed to be so free from passion. And if this
happens to him, then it comes solely from the envy of the demons, and God
allows it for a time in order that, after a sinless mishap, he may obtain the
most sublime humility. So with that
said, let us not be complacent, let us not be satisfied with ourselves. There
is always room for improvement and we will never be able to obtain everything.
We are only given that what is vital for our salvation. We must protect it with
all costs. We must be like St. John the Russian, like St. Ignatius of Antioch,
and all the other great saints who have stood facing their persecutors and
never recanted their faith. I leave you with this saying by St. John. He says, “Let
us by every means in our power avoid either seeing or hearing of that fruit
which we have vowed not to taste. For it is absurd to think ourselves stronger
than the Prophet David—that is impossible.”
Let
us then be steadfast never surrendering, and standing firm in God. Witnessing
for God and being above reproach. When the time comes be pure of heart, pure of
spirit and never ever give up.
Amen.
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